Someone just asked me out. I'm really happy cos I thought everyone thought I was ugly and fat but.. they don't I guess.. But its not my crush. You know, it's strange because a couple of months ago, this boy who asked me out lets call him.. Gary. Thats not his name but I dont want to give away his identity. Gary asked my best friend out. She said no, but now, a few months later, Gary asked me out. I don't feel like that though. It annoys me when people say they fancy someone and then a few days later they say: Oh i dont like him now. Its different for me. But I don't fancy Gary. I don't fancy anyone. But I think I'm in love. Lets call the boy I like Joseph (random) I don't care what Joseph does, I'd still love him. . If I asked him out and he said no, I wouldn't move onto the next person. I'd still love him, I just know he wont feel the same back. I'm too young for boyfriends, I'm too young for love. but I think I've experienced what being in love is. I'm experiencing it now. But i'm not in love with Gary. I'm in love with Joseph. No, their names are not Joseph or Gary, but im not saying their names.